things i want to do in starbucks

1. write a short story with a story arc this time and a map

2. not beat myself up about replacing the water heater i should have seen going

3. not care about my car that im’ spending my savings on

4. not care about my savings

5. try to think working as a teacher is a good thing

6. try to only take one of Starbuck’s free samples

7. try not make conversation with the guy in the Harvard t-shirt on sitting in front of me

8.try to not feel guilty about spilling all my problems to my mother again

9.not look at text messages from the guy who i had high hopes for, who’s addicted to concerta

10. make eye contact this time with the guy in the yellow shirt who’s sitting in front of me