i woke up with ghosts pulling at me in my dreams and i called my mom at 6 30 am in the morning…sometimes i wonder about having kids because my mom is supposed to be retired and having a good time..i told her that she should be a minister or if i could pay her to be my therapist- she’s better than anyone i’ve seen .
after my ghosts haunted me all night i trailed them along to the school. they kind of waited in the background of my room, and i waited for them to speak up like they do in my bad dreams. when my kids were noisy and when dierra called me a bitch (sore spot!) they didn’t do anything. they just sat there. by 3rd period i told them that i was never gonna have nightmares with them in there again. they were fired.
this seemed to help during pgc rotations. i got my the demons and ghosts out from last night’s haunts \, enough to write a pretty good lesson plan. but then i came back into my dark room and i felt darkness settle over. i tried to make copies, and then i got out of there really fast.
at home i read my barbie article. it was the only one that Magazine Article Professor gave me , that i got really into. the others included the kinsey institute studies at the university of indiana, and one about a woman surviving cancer. barbie had a sad ending too, but it wound up showing a cynical reporter holding up a barbie that wore sunscreen.
i vowed not to watch anymore reality tv shows this week. its only monday, and the next one comes on tonight, but i made plans so that i wouldn’t get tempted. i stowed away my computer under my bed so that i wouldn’t want to watch the bachelor lineup episodes i missed, and i deleted the kroll show.i haven’t made up my mind about the housewives show, but im envious of mauricio, so i think i should.