my bank account
spending $34 at rocket to venus watching my friend make out with her boyfriend. i was supposed to be somewhere else saving $$$
the further i back away from a camera the better i look
in middle school on the bus when my teacher put Platoon on in the VCR driving back from sea camp
rewriting my manuscript for the fifth, sixth , seventh, eighth time and never leaving it alone.
being tired at 8 am from staying up till 1 am to write because that’s when i get the urge to do it
about waking up from having bad “the world is over” dreams over and over again from our new book club theme, “the apocalypse”